Day By Day Angels Arrive

Meeting the "Rain Man"

2008-08-22T19:39:00Z

Today I woke late as I worked late and only had an hour to get ready with the kids and head off to the event of my dreams. After arriving and loading the camera, I turned to see him entering the building. Of course I got a shot off. LOL Then, his father talked with the people in charge of this scheduled appearance and then headed straight over to me.

"I was told that you as well have a son, like Kim," and I pointed directly to my 14 year old who chattered on and on about God only knows what. He then handed me the oscar, "Have you ever seen one of these," he asked.

I told him of how the movie helped me see my son for what and how he is. Told him I would never forget it and how it changed my life and view of my son forever.

I was holding the Oscar!!!!! It was the coolest moment, and of course I had my son take a picture as I held it.

As the event began, Fran, Kim's father began telling of Kim's life and his special abilities to memorize phone books, (any book for that matter), maps and sports history. Kim paced back and forth in the room while randomly finishing his father's sentence with something relevant to the information he was speaking of. His father then asked people in the audience if they would give their birthdates to Kim. Before the person got out the year of their birthday, Kim was rambling off the day of the week they were born, their age, the day their birthday would fall on this year, as well as some historic events that occurred during that year. He told jokes to a few people and laughed at himself when he was finished. We then moved on to towns in cities. I yelled out my hometown in California and he quickly smiled and said the 3 area codes for that particular area before telling me the only routes into the town and then sung out "Route 66" to signify the history behind the old Main street. He was brilliant, amazing and what amazed me more than anything, was that no matter what he was doing, being it rambling to himself, or pacing while starring at his hand as if it were a book page, he was fully aware of every conversation around him, and would always chime in on time with the relevant information to the conversation.

Towards the end of the event, he walked straight up to my mother, reached out for her hands, and she stood in front of him as he placed his hands on her shoulders. LISTEN UP CAUSE THIS IS THE PART I LOVE. He said, "Who is this special woman?" and moments later he answered, "It's a good woman who volunteers her time to the community" he said. (how did he know my mother was a volunteer?) Then after the event while gathered around him getting pictures of him with my 14 year old, I said, "Eric, this is Kim." He quickly turned to Kim and said, "Hi Kim." Kim then grabbed my son and put his belly to my son's and his hands on his shoulders, and said, "Some of us are of the same shadow." WOW I WAS BLOWN AWAY! Then he hugged my son and held him tight for a few minutes. (talk about knowing more than books can tell ya!)

Then he turned to me and said, "Who is this special woman here?" He then answered, "You know exactly who you are and what you are. Love!" he said before pulling me in tight for a hug. Of course I got a picture of my son with him, and then my mother took a photo of him with me and my son and it was just a day that was perfect. I was so honored to meet him and hold him in high regard for his bravery and his father's efforts to keep teaching the world of his son's special place in it.

He handed me a card .....on it read the following:

Learning to recognize and to respect the differences in others and treating them like you want them to treat you will bring the peace and joy we all hope for. Let's care, share - be our best!

This day will forever be sketched into my heart!

Meeting The "Rain Man" Tomorrow!

2008-08-21T18:26:00Z

I am just super excited to meet the man the movie "Rain Man", was based on. He lives in my state and I just got notice that he's going to be making an appearance tomorrow at a location 2 blocks from my home.

His abilities are amazing---that's not even the appropriate word for it, because it's beyond supernatural and brilliant! When I saw the movie, I was waiting on a diagnosis for my eldest child, and that movie just made everything click! I knew I saw my son in him. Surely, it was a week later when it was confirmed.

This is something I've secretly waited for, but never said allowed to anyone. What an amazing day it will be! I will definitely be posting the experience on here as soon as I return from the event. I can't wait to see how he and my son interact. Oh man, that just reminded me that I need a camera! LOL woooooooooo hooooooooo!

The 2008 Olympics

2008-08-20T13:39:00Z

What can one say about the Olympics? I've been a huge fan of the summer Olympics since childhood. When I learn about how much work everyone puts into getting to the Olympics, it just floors me. This year the winners have turned out to be very young, and in turn they have been working towards their goals for most of their lives.

Phelps, the one and only swimmer of 8 gold medals, along with his story is one that gives hope to many. The neverending diagnosis' of ADD around the world, has sparked a lot of controversy, and yet, Michael's mother pushed through all the torment, snide remarks, and of course her son's active mind. She kept trying different sports in an effort to make his life easier, and the whole saying, "Fish out of water" more than applies here.

When you keep trying to find that place in life that really makes you feel as if you have the power you always dream about, it's clear that you should nurture and follow through with your abilities. I'm sure that Phelps feel's great in the water, whether he's racing or not, because it's what sets his heart free. He's a 5 life path, and adventure is his stage for life. His life thus far may have not been the desired adventure of most, but hey, look where he's at now! That's the greatest thing about persons with ADD and all the label's out there--if you let them find their nitch, there is no way they will lose their attention :)

Congratulations to all of the olympians! Winners or not, it's a feat in and of itself just to be part of the acclaimed events.

Marriage......and lasting love.

2008-08-18T16:49:00Z

I attended my brother's wedding last evening. The guests were of a variety of bikers, bakers, quakers, entrepeneurs and well me. LOL The evening sun setting in the background over the pond, with the mountains clearly outlining the city, was georgous and beyond beautiful. Children dancing as many guests took their hand at the karaoke mic was as much a delight as going to a carnival to see the new rides they've added since the last year.

When my 6'5" brother was told to kiss the 5'2" bride, a friend quickly ran to place the step stool before her. The same occurred with the cutting of the cake. It was a most pleasant evening when all told. Although the parents of the bride and groom could not seem to toss a smile to the other, it was, as they should realize, not about them. I'd seen people I'd not seen in over 15 years. Everyone in our family seemed to somehow manage to set aside their differences to enjoy the uniting of my brother in his first and hopefully, only marriage. I've never been one for weddings, but I must say, I did not cry at this one. That in and of itself was a good sign the marriage will last. I must admit the tears began to swell up in my eyes as the vows began, but they subsided before falling down my cheeks. I guess they, like many people, will have their share of struggle, but with a little faith and love they will conquer all.

The part I thought sweet was when they were told that if they had an argument, one or both would place a rose on the other's pillow to show their love and forgiveness. I'm clearly in a state of absolute awe. I pray them happiness, love and fulfillment, as well as adventures that set their hearts alive and their souls full of desire.

All New Numerology Discovered!

2008-08-16T01:17:00Z

I've been around the block a time or two with the many available avenues of metaphysical studies. Numerology is one that always left me unfulfilled, in that although some of the numbers made sense, it also left much untold. In dealing with relationships and family and friends it is vital to have a complete numerology report done to show the patterns that are connecting everyone. Energy attracts like energy, but energy also eminates from the numbers.

A week ago I was going over numerology with a friend who works in a store I frequent. Immediately, after showing her that her son was her destiny, everything clicked. I did her mother's numbers and again, she was her mother's destiny. It not only reproved to me that the children are here to teach us, but also that many of us connect on levels we don't understand and often become frustrated when we can't seem to get it together.

Well after I left there, I took my children to breakfast, and while waiting for our order, I looked over the numbers and then began to do something further......and I started with my family.

Here's what I got.

My Father, who's numbers are 7 5 7 had a cycle of 2, 22, 8, 3, 33, 3, 6.........it repeated from there on in a 3, 6, 3 cycle. Destiny 1

My Mother, who's numbers are 2 3 7 had a cycle of 6, 9, 9, 9, 9 infinite 9. Destiny 3

My half Sister's numbers are 4 2 5 and her cycle is 4, 8, 7, 5, 1, 2, 4, 8 and repeats. Destiny 11

My Brother's numbers are 2 9 6 and his cycle is 8, 7, 5, 1, 11, 4, 8, 7, 5 and so forth repeated at each 7. Destiny 8

My Numbers are 5 9 7 and my cycle is 6, 3, 33, 3, 6 and repeats. Destiny 3

My Step Father's numbers are 4 6 3, and his cycle is 8, 7, 5, 1, 11, 4, 8, 7, 5 and repeats. Destiny 4.

If you just look at the diversity of the numbers, you can see why there are so many conflicts in the family. No one has the same personality and each with the same life paths, have different destiny numbers, except my mother and I. If you look closely at her main three numbers, you'll find that 2 out of three conflict with her destiny number (so of course she's going to have conflicts with communication in her life) Mine on the other hand are equally balanced. 5 and 7 are pefectly compatible, and so are 3 and 9 and the 6 shows that we are both here to nurture and care for others. Her second number would only prove to work in her favor if she learned to communicate with her family in a spiritual manner, and instead she's let them walk all over her, all of her life.

I'm happy to say that after doing all of my children's numbers- they all have the 11, 4, 8 cycle. Simple, sweet and nice. How in the world could this of been put together by anyone other than the good Lord above, is beyond me. One is an 11 life path, while the others have the 7 and 4 life paths. The 7 child (ironically) has just like me, had both parents with 7 life paths. :)

If you want me to put your numbers together to show you the various cycles in your families, or to compare the cycles of you and significant other, let me know how many you would like included in the reading and I will send you the price. I do not need names, just the birthdates and include if it is sister brother and so forth if you would like to have the reading laid out in such a manner.

Every number will have a full explanation, along with a description of the cycle process and what you must do to change the way you deal with the cycles along with your ultimate destiny once you have mastered the cycles.

Blessings-

Numeroligically Speaking

2008-08-12T14:16:00Z

Ok last month was a 7 month........all about going inside and working on you weather you liked it or not, or understood it or not. This month.......good old 8. LOL The number 8 is a repetitious cycle of going round and round, and add that little twist in the middle and you get anything twisted to add a bit of excitement to the 8. Numbers without spirituality are a scary thing, just as are people, so keeping your spiritual faith strong during the 8 month can be challenging when you don't understand the facets of the 8.

8 is a power number. To lose power for an 8 life path is a very disheartening event. If they aren't on a spiritual path it becomes a challenge. If they are on a spiritual path, it's humbling and enlightening. So a lot of factors come into play when speaking about the month of 8.

Do you see how Georgia is having issues with Russia? Deep seated issues coming about and the challenge is on! I make sure my spiritual seat belt is always locked in during an 8 month. The biggest challenge for me during an 8 month is this....do I risk the lowering of myself to tell another some soothing words just so they don't retaliate, or do I just keep up the truth, because in the end, that's really all that matters? Me -I like truth, and I know what lies can do to a person and so I'm usually the one who will suck up the punches knowing they are coming because I refuse to tell a lie.

I was contacted by an ex yesterday---(he's an 8 life path) that goes in and out of spiritual living without notice. His email said he was going to apologize for all the pain he'd caused me and so forth and so on, but in essence he wanted me to be sympathetic over his break up. It turned out that because I didn't say "Oh I'm so sorry you broke up, you did everything in your power to make that relationship something worthwhile," he wasn't happy. His come back was, "I didn't expect this from a person as sensitive as you are." What he didn't get was that I was still sensitive, but to the girl more than to him. He tried time and time again (during their relationship) to see me on the side, for a lunch hour quickie or a morning perker and I quickly refused to be part of his mess. One day I even got an email asking if I called his girlfriend because someone did and he got into trouble. So I told him ever so sensitively, "You got exactly what you deserved. She was an honest, loyal, committed woman, and you aren't." So he quickly turned his savage internal remorse on me, blaming me for things I could not have had anything to do with!

It's not like I didn't see it coming, and I'm sure he'll get with the next woman that shows some compassion for his lies, but hey, I know in the end I won't have to deal with that side of him again. Could I have laid down and told him what he wanted to hear? Yep, if I was that desperate to get him. Would I have been happy in the end? Nope! When his life reaches a point where he sees spirituality more than selfishness, he'll realize quickly that he'd made some very rough decisions in his life, that actually made the cycle continue.

So this month, if you get blamed for things you know you were honest about--suck it up take those punches and honker down in that spirituality mode. I mean really, who wants to repeat something like that again? :::this is a test, of the american spirituality emergency system. If this were an actual emergency, this message would be followed by instructions:::

How Energy Works

2008-08-10T14:44:00Z

Not many of you know that I'm an individual that is despised by her own mother because of my gifts and her lack of them, but it's true. I've spent the last 2 years keeping distance from her and there are valid reasons for doing so, but to give an explanation that you can relate to, I'll ask you to read the feedback for Saturday the 9th.

I called and asked her if she wanted to go see the ghost mining town that I'd found, and of course she was quick to say yes. Well, as you can only imagine, the day went as it always would with her. I'd find something, and she'd claim later that she had found it. She would not listen to a thing I said when it came down to facts vs. fantasy while picking up one rock after another saying she'd found gold, they were orange rocks. She just doesn't listen. It's an ugly cycle and although I have literally pointed out the difference over the years of my lifetime, she is adamant that she is going to be the one who has the gift to find the treasure or make the difference that no one else could.

At one point, I spotted gold, told her to go check it out, and she quickly stuffed the rock in her pocket and hid it in her car. While I was away from her, and checking out another area, she was quick to tell my own child that she was going to get the money from that rock and split it with him, because I would not. (working my child against me while my back is turned) it's so much fun to see the psychology of jealous needy people.

Well after returning home, I asked her specifically where that rock was. She played dumb, as if I would just let it go. My son knew exactly what rock I was talking about, and insisted to go look in her car for it. He found it of course, and she stomped in the house with an atittude and said, "This is mine, but I'll let you have it." I was quick to tell her I found it, and pointed it out to her, and all I really wanted to do was look at it, so there was no need for an attitude. She got visibly irritated and almost got to the point of tears, because in her mind, she found that rock.....NOT Me, and my son remembered word for word how the rock was found because he was right there. My mother was too busy checking out things that were worthless and never really cared a thing about the historic area, the old buildings, the work that went into putting the place together, the deers running wild, the beauty of the scenery or anything that really mattered most. This is why she and I do not hang out together on a regular basis. Every conversation with her revolves around money and greed and how everyone is doing her wrong. She doesn't listen to facts, she lives in her own little mind of fantasy, never caring once who's she's hurting or respecting; be it the dead or the living for that matter.

Anyway, point to made here is, that prior to going with her, I had wonderful readings, people with pure open intentions calling in.......and yesterday, after returning from a day with her....Holy Cow! Everyone that called me felt they knew the answer to their questions.....sought unrealistic readings and were completely quick to judge me because I would not tell them what they wanted to hear, (although stayed on the call for more than 20 minutes). I will not tell you fool's gold is gold, sorry. Now if that doesn't sound as if I wasn't affected by the energy my mother exudes, I don't know what does.

In all, I've found that my mother can and should find happiness on her own, and find her identity too, rather than trying to destroy mine. It's just a sad truth that when people don't know who they are, and you won't go down with them, they will do anything to destroy what makes you you.

I'm so glad that day is over. I learned a lot......but it will be a great example for my next class I've already scheduled, on teaching people about keeping aware of their personal circle of friends. :) TY Universe, I couldn't of done it better myself !

Attraction....in a Spiritual Sense

2008-08-06T14:26:00Z

Most people, when they pick up a paper to read it, read it through or at least glance the headline articles to see what's happening in their community or world. Me, well, I'm a odd ball. I guess cause I was put here to assist those in spirit, I will always be the odd ball, but hey, ask me if I care. The first newspaper I ever picked up, felt like a rock, filled with things I could care less about, but then I hit this one section, it had my attention and I read each one through like it was someone I knew personally. Oh the section in case you were wondering, was the obituaries. Yep, I loved em and to this day, it's the only section of the paper that holds my everlasting attention.

Back in the teen years, I couldn't figure out why I was so fascinated by the pictures with inscripitions above and beneath. Now I'm sure I know why. But here, let's take it one step further....because anyone can just buy a silly paper to find out who's died.

This summer, has been filled with trips to various areas of my state that I've not explored, and again, don't ask how I choose my spots, I just do. I get the kids ready and head out the door and wait to be pulled in any direction. Well, it's funny, because as of late, my children and I have been trying out the lovely metal detector my mother got my son for his bday. So yesterday, we set out to some destination, we've got no name for and no clue for direction.

I took this random turn off the highway (and yes, it was absolutely random, as there were no sign posts to say where it lead), and what do you believe we stumbled upon? LOL A ghost town (mining). LOL My son who was visibly iritated at the lack of gold and abundance of spirits said, "Why is it everywhere we go, you find bones or something dead or old?", and he's right, every trip we'd taken this summer lead us to just that. I found this whole trip absolutely stunning and awesome and interesting. First of all, we're talking a mining town, and we were in fact looking for some treasure. Secondly, when we broke out our detector before even getting to the mining town, it started to malfunction immediately. Brand new batteries and all! I knew something was up and when we drove up the road a bit further and saw the slaughter house, that was pretty much a most interesting trip back in time. As we traveled further, we found the town...with homes and the mine pit, and a sign that posted how much of what was found where. The old mining cars, had to travel on a rail, and there we found the little rail they built to get from mountain to mountain. It was an awesome thing to be there. What I found disappointing was the lack of respect for history, that some had shown. The sign that posted the towns history, was blown in half by some fool who'd come out drunk to fire a shot gun. The mountain was littered in soda, beer and glass bottles, not to mention the trash thrown about.

I found a treasure just in finding that town...so I am satisfied, although history has a way of taking me off the track I've set out on, I'm okay with it. People are amazing, and in history you find how the mind, if inspired, will create exactly what it needs for the task at hand. I can't wait to find where our next adventure leads us!

Sleep Talking

2008-08-04T13:26:00Z

This morning, as my son lay sleeping, I asked him a question aloud, not of course expecting an answer, and yet I got one. I then remembered how as a child, I slept with eyes wide open and talked to those who spoke to me while I slept. (don't remember any of those conversations), but do remember my aunt saying, "If you want the truth, ask her while she's sleeping. She'll freak you out, but she'll answer anything."

Well then I figured I'd ask my son while sleeping, just common questions I would know the answers to. He answered them all correctly. So of course I took it one step further and asked about this missing girl. I asked, "Is (her name) in a culvert?" He answered, "Uh huh", and I asked, is she on the side of the road....."uh uh," (meaning no). I then asked if she was in a culvert under the highway, and he answered, "Uh huh." So I went for further confirmation, "Is she in the area where I took her father?" and he said, "Uh huh." Then to throw a loop in, I asked if Grandma was his mom, (just to see if he was really with it while being out of it) he paused and said, "Grandma." LOL Certainly showing there was no uh huh to that. LOL.

I just find it interesting how much he and I are alike. Yeah we look like twins (adorable twins) lol we are both pretty adamant when it comes to things we know and we both sleep with our eyes wide open. I laugh when people try to lie to him, because he gets aggrivated easily with lies, (as do I) and yet, he's diagnosed with autism. He hoards sugar and weighs nothing, and I eat at least 5 lbs of sugar a week and don't have a weight problem either. I don't sneak out in the night to ride trains, (used to sneak out to meet friends), but hey, didn't we all once? lol

Hopefully I don't talk in my sleep anymore, but who knows, I probably do. LOL He's my bubba, that's all I know, and I'm thankful to have him and experience all he is. He's one of the most amazingly unique persons I know. Now if he could only tell me how to get the police off their rumps to get this girl and solve this case.........

Universal Links.....

2008-08-01T07:50:00Z

As many of you know, I've been working, (thanks to a young girl who is wanting to be reunited with her family) on a case that is over 13 years old. As only the Angels and Universe could, I've been lead to another connection. See what happened was I got a clear mark of where she was, what happened to her and what not. I met with her father, only because so much of what I sent Via email, was never released to public and totally fit with the case. Well in my impatience for action.....I told the story to a friend, and he decided we should go to the place and see if we couldn't find anything......he felt compelled by the fact that her birthday was coming up a few days later.

I was never informed by law enforcement that they were in fact taking any action on what I had said, until after I took my friend up to help look for her remains. Then I was notified to not do that again, or there would be consequences. Well in my opinion, that meant they were taking what I said seriously, but it just aggrivates me that they aren't doing anything about it. Nothing really has changed on her location, I'm still getting the same exact area, but I've been trying to remain patient as I know in investigations, they have to go through all these stupid hoops that seem to just delay the inevitable.

Well, unlike me, I met with a man I met online to do a firewalk. Yeah I met the guy after 1 email, which is completely out of my character. I did the firewalk, and come to find out, he knows the missing girl's brother. Not directly, but indirectly through a common link. So to make a long story short......I asked him to drive her brother in that area, without saying why, and to wait for a sudden change.....a noticeable change that would occur naturally, because he would, whether he realized it or not, feel his sister. Well he did this evening, and low and behold, (not like I'm surprised) CONFIRMATION. Her brother completely was pulled to the exact area I brought his father, (and he never even knew I met with his father) So needless to say, the firewalking friend called me so I could speak with the girl's brother.

Interestingly enough......everything clicked. He then asked, "Are you the one that sent that letter to my dad?" I answered, "yes."

"I read that." he said.

"Did your father tell you we met?" I asked.

"No, he didn't."

After explaining his father and our meeting, he was convinced, but he also had a lot to clear from his head.

I believe my son went missing, to help me realize the different modes and energies that can become involved when it comes to such an event. I am absolutely certain that what needs to be done with the family, is clearing the energy of everyone around them that hold fear and are thinking negatively. It's the only way they will follow through with the information they have received from me and my children. All I know is that, even in my wildest imagination, I could not have put together this universal connection that keeps leading me back to her. What we need is prayers that they will act on the information they have and find her and put closure to this and get the answers they so desperately need to be at peace.

Blessings~

Shocking Moments

2008-07-31T15:32:00Z

I woke yesterday to find one of my children missing from my home. He's one of these individuals that really does not like crowds, and would rather do things when everyone else is asleep. He's been labeled autistic, and in many ways he fits that label. The sheer disbelief that came over me when I realized he wasn't hiding in the closet sleeping, or in the dryer, where he often goes when he needs a quiet place to get away, along with shock, terror and a controlled panic ensued.

It's not uncommon for my son to tune into the nearest trampoline, like a radar gun, and go to it to jump to his hearts content. So the first thing I did was start knocking on doors, in the homes across the way, to see if in fact, he was stuck in someone's backyard tramp. There just so happened to be a home with a trampoline (no fence to keep him out) directly across the street. Who would have thought an old retired couple would keep a trampoline LOL. But my son was not there.

I took a few deep breaths and realized each time I looked West another form of panic came over me. A huge 4 lane road exists. I turned away from it...because it was not something I wanted to imagine. There were no sirens, traffic was flowing so I decided to go a block East and see if I could feel anything there. I got this tremendous pull North East.....but he felt no where near where I was. I thought to call my mother, but knowing she would go directly into negative panic mode I decided to call her last. Seconds later, knowing my other children were at home, and we were going to need to drive to find him, I called 911, out of breath from running and screaming his name, I rambled, "My son, I can't find my son, I woke up and he's gone and he's autistic." I guess I came across as a big blur, because she asked me to please slow down and repeat myself.

"I woke up this morning, my son is not in my house and he's autistic and he's missing." She asked for my name, my sons name, my phone number and address and then asked me to hold. I think holding was worse than anything. I used my other cell phone to call a friend to see if he could come help search....and he informed me that he was going south on the freeway when he got this sudden pull to go back the other way, and he said, "I'm coming." The female operator told me they had found my son on the train tracks. I about DIED. She said an officer would be calling me back in a moment.

It was the most horrific moments in my life. I rushed inside to turn on the news to see if any breaking news was airing about it. My mind was in a thousand different directions at once. Finally my phone rang and the man asked me my name, my son's name and all the regular questions. Then he finally told me, they had found him riding on the train in the early morning, and a very perseptive officer noticed him and realized quickly that he was autistic and cared for him until I called. I don't know why I couldn't find the knob to turn on the tears at that moment......but I couldn't. I was still in absolute shock over the whole 20 minutes prior. I didn't find time to cry until this morning at 3 am, when it hit me. I was finally thankful for the 911 service, and for the train, and for the officers that check tickets on the train.

I've decided to do something positive about this situation and invent a system that alerts you immediately with the loudest ear piercing alarm, if your loved one gets out of the zone. Something the person can't outsmart, can't remove and can't fiddle with. LOL Don't ever doubt for a second that autism doesn't come with a genius mind...because it does. My home is locked up tighter than fort knox and he found a way out (outsmarting all the alarms, locks and his brother sleeping on the living room floor where he left). I don't have a thing wrong with wandering around and exploring your enviornment. As my father said to me long ago..."If you know how to drive and are comfortable behind the wheel, you only need to look out for others, not yourself." and that is so true...and autistic folk, normally don't pay mind to others.....and that is what must be taught.....pay mind to others, cause you are driving along in life comfortably :)

Learning to Trust

2008-07-29T16:19:00Z

Trust is a small word with big meaning. As a child, (without my knowledge) my father used to lay exact amounts of money around the house, and go back and see if anyone had taken any. He never told anyone, he just did this to find out who he could trust. The money was never touched, even the quarters and pennies were left right where he put them. It also showed him that our interest was not in his money at all and that we would not touch anything that belonged to someone else.

He started this trust test after his divorce from his first wife. Although he did everything to provide for a wonderful home, his wife could not be trusted, and he was not going to be a fool again.

I'm here to say that I have no interest or need to lie to anyone at anytime. Never really have. I exclude from my life those who seem to have issues with trusting something or someone who is out of their element. My intent in this life, is to be honest, loving and truthful. I've learned that I am not to control things in life. I am to trust whole heartedly that where I am is where I am supposed to be and those who come into my life in any capacity are there to bring to my life that which I have a desire to face. Spirit brings people together, and trying to control spirit is just absurd.

If I tell you something, you should trust that it's not for me, it's for you. If what I say seems a bit out of your element, then it's because you are at a point in your life where you need to take that leap of faith off that 1 ft cliff and jump into a new perspective that will lead you to growth and better things.

I fire walked on saturday night. Most folks go through some sort of class and training to do this (I didn't know that) I was invited on a whim by a complete stranger and in less than 24 hours I jumped and I survived without any formal training. Now that I look back at it all, it was for certain something that was meant to be. My life path is 7, my overall number is 3, my birth year is 73...... and if you look at the date to which I fire walked and know anything at all about numerology, you will see that it was a 7 life path day and an overall 3. There are no coincidences. I am 35, and this is my 5th 7th cycle. 5+7= 12 1+2=3. I came home and my son kept saying happy bday! My bday is in May, but hey, I get it now. He said it, it seemed out of sorts, but it was not. I was invited by a fellow 7 life path and 3 overall number spiritual person.

I do not do or say things without a spiritual force behind it. I have lived my life in a spiritual manner since I can remember. At the age of two I was telling my mother things that blew her mind, and continue to do so to this day. Just because you don't see the reason for why I say something at the time I say it, do not believe that it won't be revealed in due time. It will. I want for nothing, and have all I need. Which makes me pretty much harmless to anyone who comes to me. :) Trust a little and live a lot.........trust fully and watch miracles begin to flow at an extrodinary rate. The biggest thing here is this.....if I put something out to you, don't fear it......know that it is yours to take. I don't have to test that I trust what you will do with it, is what you are meant to do with it.

.......................................Namaste......................

P.S. If you would like to see where your numbers are going to pull you, please look at all my listings, and find the numerology one. Prices are there and yes, I can do it over the phone as well.......on any of the other listings.

Fire Walking Tonight...........

2008-07-26T20:09:00Z

Universal experience pulling forth all energy to non chalantly walk through firey coals of ice .......

Blessed Be & Is

Alrighty then! I will try to allow you a word or two of the experience to the best of my ability. It's 1.5 days after the fact, and yes I DID WALK, lol and no it did not burn! After the fire was opened it didn't take long to feel the burst of Universal energy spring my step right over the blessed coals, and if it were not for the one who invited me on this intriguing journey, I would not have little bubbles on the arch of my right foot, from the end of the walk. Because he walked before me, and stood on the wet carpet a bit longer than told to do, I was on the coals, a bit longer than I really would have been had he not been there. It is interesting though, because lessons come in various ways. (I pushed him off anyway) lol

The most intriguing part of my walk was that I felt no inner need to do this for myself, it was for all those I consider near and dear to my heart, and for the fire, to take from me what it needed. At the exact same time I walked the fire all of the power in my mother's home, where my children were, went out without reason. (some 50 miles away) Each time someone took the walk through the fire, a burst of lightning lit up the west skies. A few drops of rain fell, to wet the sand around the fire, without affecting the fire, making an inviting natural wet pad. Everything was beautiful and powerful and every sign that all I had walked for-- was confirmed.

I am confident that there are numerous ways to do things and why. I am confident I am on the path to which I was chosen and I am confident that great miracles are on their way. I thank the fire and the one that invited me......Mr. Wise. Blessings to you!

Full Moon Activity

2008-07-19T12:46:00Z

Wowzer, and yawn! I've found myself in this phase before, but today is more intense, and I believe it's because this is my dad's birthday month, and this full moon just does something to me everytime!

I woke at 3:02 am....got online and began the usual routine, and while chatting with some friends I suddenly hear utensils move in the kitchen sink! No one is awake but me and the dogs, and unless flies have grown some serious muscle in the last 24 hours, well all I can say is, spirit is active. Albeit I feel a bit odd, just posting my most intimate moments with spirit to the world, yet in another sense, I believe it will be helpful to those who have lost loved ones and experience the odd creaks in the night.

At first I kind of giggled to myself, because I knew no one in this house was awake, and no fly suddenly sprouted muscles big enough to move a kitchen utensil, but then I wondered, and thought, hmmm "they wanted me to hear that".

It's been 10 years last month that my father passed on. Holidays used to be hard, and well, every year his birthday was even harder, and no matter how many years passed, something always struck me this time of year. I will admit, I almost forgot about his birthday next week, (sorry dad), but he came, and he talked with me and he let me know that he's not ever very far, and I cried, just as I am now while writing this, and realize how I do miss the days of coffee with a friend that knew me better than anyone, and defended my words as they so often spewed from my mouth without hesitation.

I can't be sure of when he realized that I was gifted, but I do recall one morning, we went to Denny's to meet some of his friends for coffee. One of them started blabbering crudely about a wife, when I suddenly without regard for my age or his, told him, "You aren't too innocent either buddy." Startled he went back to blaming his wife for this and that and that and this and I said, "Oh and like you treat her like she's a queen?" and giggled while sipping on my coffee.

He looked at my father and said, "You just going to let her talk to me like that?" and my father said, "Well you know, I'm not going to defend you when you and I both know she's right."

He looked at me and then looked back at my father and said, "Yeah but what is she....15?" my father giggled trying to hold back the tears of laughter exploding inside, "Just turned 16 actually, but in our house she was taught to tell the truth, so I can't punish her for stating the truth." The man obviously had never met me before or he would have already known everything about me.

"Well I'm not going to sit here and let a kid tell me what's what!" he exclaimed. My father burst out in laughter, "Then maybe you need to find your own table, cause she's with me and I'm not telling her to shut up when she's done nothing wrong, and you aren't going to do anything to change her."

He pointed his finger into my face, "You don't even know me kid, you should watch who you say things to,"

"I know you are a cheater and an angry man and need to go home and apologize to your wife rather than blame her for your crap!" I snapped.

His jaw dropped, and my dad stood up and pushed his finger out of my face, "Don't treat my daughter like that, or you will have to deal with me. She's right and you can't get angry at her for that."

The man grabbed his coffee and walked to another table with the friend he'd brought with him. He looked over his shoulder at me several times while on his way to his new table.

"I'm sorry." I told my dad.

"No you are ok."

"I shouldn't talk to adults that way."

"Well he shouldn't have been talking that way in front of you. And hell, everything you said was true, so you don't have anything to worry about." He couldn't quit wiping the tears from his eyes as he laughed to himself.

I sure do miss the old times, and reminisce only to find that in him I was strong, and with him I could be myself without judgement. Everyone wants that in life, and I am grateful to have someone so strong, even if he is in spirit, standing in my kitchen rattling the silverware!

Love,

Your little Girl

7 = Spiritual (July)

2008-07-15T12:03:00Z

July, the 7th month is very significant to anyone who is seeking or perhaps wondering about the spiritual side of their life. It's a well known number, and it entails everything about spirit and truth. It is referred to in the bible many times and it means a great deal to me because I am a 7 life path, and so are a lot of my family members now and throughout history.

This month many will either unravel or become absolutely awestruck with all they have believed in the past about life, themselves or spiritually. It is a time of deep revelation and eye opening confirmations of how life and spirituality exist as one and how we exist in it.

It is no secret that we humans like to argue with ourselves about what we believe as to compared to what we see---it's human nature, or is it? It's a hard thing when all that you have come to 'believe' is all that you have been taught, rather than what you really know.

Revelations are just that--eye opening confirmations about you and how and why you are living your life the way you are. Some will make you cry, and others will make you cry even harder and some will leave you speechless while others will make you jump for joy.

Passions will be realized and harnessed as you accept the journey through your own soul to find the balanced road. Passion will only exist where spirit resides. Where spirit resides, fear does not. It can be compared to an almost fatal car accident, where after it was all said and done you realized you made it because something beyond man had protected you...(no one can take that realization away), that is your miracle. It becomes that which no one can alter or defile.

Instantaneously your life goes from cautious to living. A friend told me his mother always said, "if you're trying your dying", so I believe she meant, you must be doing to be living :). Living your passion through actions, thoughts and words will bring you to a higher place in life, where things become clear instead of polluted.

Once you know the foundation behind your passion, it's doubtful you will sink, especially if it is based on truth.